Blake is really getting on my nerves, I might just cut off the westview clan altogether because of him. Yes he is that bad. A twiggy boy-of-a-man who has an ego the size of a small planet, has lived his entire life getting whatever he wanted, such that the spoiled jerk thinks the world "owes him one". Stuck-up, self-centered, opinionated, you get the idea. What makes it worse, is he always is making fun of something....I'm thinking self-esteem problem. If he didn't already have a girlfriend I'd swear he was gay, too.
Funny thing is...all his friends are that way too. Granted, not to the same ass-monkey level he has achieved, but still. I have one friend there in the circle. Jonathan. A guy I literally grew up with, he was my best friend for as long as I can remember. I still think of him as my friend, but something has changed in him. He is different, he is becoming like Blake.
There is that expression, keep your friends close and your enemies closer. Well I keep nobody close, everyone stays at a distance. At first I thought it was because other people didn't like me, and while that is still true for certain ones, the reality is I don't like me. And everytime I go on the forum, I get shat on by Blake and his stupass friends, but I still come back, because that feels like all I've ever known. That is what I expect from my friendships: to be the butt of the joke, and be the last one picked, to be the fat kid who cries, to be that guy that doesn't fit in but hangs around anyway, because he doesn't have anything else to go to.
If I said what I think everytime I am around him, it would probably end with
"...you and the horse you rode in on"
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